Like, maybe I have a demon following me around? Or someone cursed me? Maybe I need some kind of psychic help? Like an exorcism?

Like, I’m not even joking.

I kind of feel like I’m trying to dig myself out of a hole. No matter what I do, things seem to get worse. It’s beyond reason. I can’t figure out how to resolve anything, everything I think is going to help me, ends up making things so much worse. I’ve never seen this level of calamity in my life. 

Am I my own curse?

I can’t even tell what’s happening anymore.