I’ve been hurt and pained and sad and exhausted and distressed and agitated and worried and sick and confounded and flustered and dejected and panicked and upset and confused over the last month, and I guess this is the day where all the anger comes out?
Because
I. Am. Pissed. Like, unholy, burning godlike wrath raining down from Olympus, pissed.
Which would be ok if I didn’t have to go to a job interview in 3 hours.
I am so hostile right now it’s hysterical. The rage I feel is so all out of proportion to the current situation it’s completely absurd. My face is getting the tic it gets when my intuition is trying to set off alarms to my conscious mind and body.
So I. just need to fucking cool it. At least for a few hours. I have to hold onto the rage giggles. Just for a few more hours.
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